I’m depressed

Hi, i’m depressed. I don’t give a damn about anything right now. I feel like worthless crap. 

WordPress makes me happy.

EDIT: Um, for some reason, this post decided to randomly display. This was the first post I intended to show, but it never got posted due to some errors with wordpress. Well, now it's here.  

Hello. This was at first an experimental WordPress blog, but now it has evolved into something much different: A blog dedicated to me posting thoughts and contemplations I normally wouldn't on Blog Hogger. As a matter of fact, I'm considering moving Blog Hogger over to wordpress.  More later, fecal brains.  

I’m all happy now!

Okay, yesterday was a really weird day for me emotional wise. I began the day in an angry mood, and around noon, I hung with a couple of friends, which seemed to help.

Now I'm much gooder.  

Oh yeah

My profile song pretty much sums up what I feel right now.

Brian’s angry smash-fest.

Okay, so I got home late last night from a dinner with some friends. I flop on my bed, and go to sleep with my pants on. I wake up around 6:20 AM, and stumble out of bed. I do 50 push-ups, and 30 sit-ups. I log onto my computer and check out some blogs. My dad flings himself out in a panic and tells me to get off the computer and get ready for Mass.

It's 7:02.

I get dressed for Mass, brush my hair, and get in the van.

After mass, I come home and lay in my bed for around 20 minutes. I feel kind of depressed. I get out of bed, log onto the computer for the second time. I decide to walk to our not-so-tree fort — which contains xbox, PS2, PS1, and Dreamcast — and proceed to check out what my brother is doing. When I get there, controllers are on the floor, discs are everywhere, and the place is a mess. 

After bludgeoning my brother to a pulp (just cuz' I felt like it), I MADE him clean everything up. I walk inside.

I'm not sure why I posted the above information, but one thing is for sure:

I'm pissed off, angry, and overly-aggressive. I doubt the above has anything to do with this, but just the same, I'm pissed off, angry, and overly-aggressive.

I seriously feel like TAKING A FOLDING CHAIR AND SMASHING OUT A CAR WINDOW. Why do I feel this way? I feel like getting in a fist fight, or upsetting my dad for no reason. I feel like making a whole lot of drama.    

I also kind of feel like hanging out with friends at the mall, but I'm not sure that would be a good idea. I'd just get in a fight or snap at someone.

I'm usually a nice person.

I think I'll post on my blog…maybe that will help.  

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