No, I’m not dead. But here’s a brief update on my life:

-I’m in rehab.

-I still don’t have a job, and but I’m working on it.

-I feel optimistic.

-I have a career goal.

-I’m not going to college.

-Well, I may attend Shoreline Community for an audio engineering program.

-I’m even more awesome than I ever was.

-I’m moving out on my 18th B-Day.

-No more depression.

-More confidence. Sometimes too much.

-I’ve got money on my mind 24/7.

-Money.

-Cash.

-Bitches.

-I can’t wait till senior year’s done with. I’m sick of this shit.

-I’m investing all my attention (most of it, anyway) to music production – mainly hip-hop/rap/RnB.

-I need lots of money.

-Still don’t have a car, but I’m not stressing.

-I am sexy.

“But I saw it diiiieeeeeeeeeeee…..”

 No, I’m not dead. Or buried. Yet. But I have been absent from the blogging/internet “scene” for a while now. the Original Blog Hogger is on the verge of extinction, as are my other internet projects. This is here for the same reason it has always been here–to vent and release random thoughts, ideas, plots, and calculated terrorist activities. Whatever.

Anyway, there’s been big changes in my life since I last posted here, so here are a few of them:

-Public High School: Up until the beginning of the school year, I had been semi-homeschooled. That is, engaged in a program where I went to school on Mondays and Wednesdays, and homeschooled the rest of the time. It sucked. I was constantly fighting with my parents, and they were threatening to kick me out. Naturally, I wanted to escape from my environment of stress, so we compromised. Hence, public school. LOVE IT. 

-At Risk Youth Program (or something to that effect): A few months ago, I was arrested for assault (domestic violence related), and now my parents have me on this program in which they can send me to court/juvenile detainment for minor infractions. So in essence, I have to do everything they say without hesitation, or it’s off to the center again. Well, fuck me. Not like that’s an entirely terrible thing. Basically, they (my parents, police, legal officials etc) make it out to be a lot worse than it is. My initial thought was that juvie was the teenage equivalent to the shitfest you see on “Lockdown: San Quentin.” WRONG. It’s basically where very stupid children go so their parents can drink in peace without having to worry about pent up angst an adolescent shenanigans. It’s a slap on the wrist. The worst part about it is the sheer stupidity of everyone in there. The topics of conversation range from blunts to joyriding, both of which age quickly. I’ll pass.

-Jobless, car-less: Whoot! I’m 16! Jobs are more accessible and a license is almost mandatory! Plus, I get laid constantly like in American Pie! YAY, snarf!  Well, not for me. I’m still a bum. Yet I manage to get the things I really want/need, so I can’t complain too much. A job would be nice, but very inconvenient, considering my grades are already a bit sketchy. Oh well, there’s always other alternatives to becoming employed. *cough-selling pot/stolen goods-cough* rofl.

On a more positive note, I finally got Xbox Live, which is a nice distraction. More updates later, yo.           

Okay, yesterday was a really weird day for me emotional wise. I began the day in an angry mood, and around noon, I hung with a couple of friends, which seemed to help.

Now I'm much gooder.  

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